[02 Aug 2003|04:32pm] [ mood | crappy ] I'd post about something wonderful but I'm not that interesting. Well, except that Eliza is my sex pot. :P <3. That is all. 6 | sexy kitty

[21 Jul 2003|06:27pm] [ mood | &lost ] My baby .. little Rylie. She's gone.. This can't be happening. Why couldn't have been me? 5 | sexy kitty

[16 Jul 2003|09:26pm] [ mood | thankful ] [ music | Kelly & Tamyra -=- You Thought Wrong ] This baby is going to make my life so much brighter. I can't for her to come. Yes, it's a her. I've thought of a few name possibilites. It gets me so excited when I think about her precious tiny body in my arms less than 8 months from now. I'm just ecstatic. I even went out and bought baby books today. -she smiles slowly, feeling so proud- It's comforting to think that she will enter this world, loving me for the rest of my life. I'll actually have someone that will look up to me, love me for me. I just can't wait. And if I knew how to do one of those poll things, I'd have you guys help me decide on the name but I don't know how. -laughs- 5 | sexy kitty

I'm in one of those moods... [12 Jul 2003|08:37am] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | Michelle Branch & Liz Phair -=- I'm multi-talented. ] I feel depressed, I feel lost, I feel empty. All at the same time. Aching for...you? ( It's you I've wanted all my life... ) ( Things I can't hold back... ) GET A LIFE, RACH. -She shuts down the computer and collapses on her bed, head in her pillow, not planning on moving for the rest of the day- 9 | sexy kitty

[08 Jul 2003|12:13am] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | The wind ] Today, I had my second appointment with Dr. Hampston. The baby is doing great. Christian was ecstatic to hear the news. I called him as soon as the appointment was done. The ultrasound photo should be in soon, I guess. I've finally come to my senses and realized that this is going to be an amazing experience. I'm actually very excited now. We're going to be great parents, Chris. I love you. 2 | sexy kitty

[02 Jul 2003|01:30am] [ mood | bitchy ] So, I think you should all tune your TVs to WB and NOT change it until you see the commercial for my hot new series "Fearless". It will rock all of you. I hope. Also, get a load of this: Happy Deathday! Your name: rach_l_cook You will die on: Wednesday, May 8, 2030 You will die of: Gunshot Username: Created by Quill SCARY SHIT. 3 | sexy kitty

[30 Jun 2003|07:44am] [ mood | aggravated ] I think I need to get out of this house before I go completely mad. Any offers? 5 | sexy kitty

[23 Jun 2003|06:10pm] [ mood | confused ] -she sighs, staring at the computer screen- You know what, I'm not usually the Drama Queen type but, this time...I really have my reasons. -holds the mouse in one hand, her hand trembling slowly, sighs trying to break its coldness- You can do this, Rach. -looks out at everybody slowly- I'm...pregnant. 14 | sexy kitty

[19 Jun 2003|06:45pm] [ mood | flirty ] [ music | I Need a Man ;; ?? ] :;sings;: I NEED A MAN! :;rolls her eyes;: But don't I always? 2 | sexy kitty

[17 Jun 2003|07:19am] [ mood | anxious ] :;sighs slowly, staring at the computer screen as she glides her hand along the mouse, smiling at a few posts;: God, I missed you guys so much. Every one of you. Yes, even the new people! I stayed away far too long. :;smirks;: But, I'm back and better than ever. I got over a lot of things. I got stronger from a lot of things. I really think I'm doing great. Oh, and did I mention that Elooza brings great joy to my life? :O Take that. Grr. Oh yeah, and I'm really friendly and like to hang out with mostly anybody. So, IM me sometime, will ya? XRachie LeighX 13 | sexy kitty

[06 Jun 2003|04:07pm] [ mood | crappy ] [ Hi, kids. Obviously, I'm not in This Pop Life anymore. Decided to take a short break. Please remove me from your friends list. I know, I know. It's heartbreaking. :P ] 2 | sexy kitty

[24 May 2003|10:27pm] Hi. :-* 6 | sexy kitty

[17 May 2003|09:19pm] [ mood | relieved ] [ music | Simple Irresistable ] I love it when Looza makes me look so gorgeous! In my 6 new icons, of course! *points hyperly* Yes, as you all probably have heard already, Mark and I are officially back together. *shows off her beautiful promise ring* I love you, my lil' Mark! 6 | sexy kitty

[17 May 2003|01:41am] [ mood | pleased ] HAPPY BIRTHDAY, RJ!!!! Love from, Rachie 1 | sexy kitty

[14 May 2003|06:20pm] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | 5 O'Clock in the Mornin' -=- The Donnas ] What to do, what to do.... 225 | sexy kitty

[10 May 2003|06:55pm] Rachael is officially DONE with men. Mark Listen to my word. *goes out to a club and gets wasted, stumbling home at the wee hours of the night* *whispers* Chris...I need you.. ;::EDIT::;And since my boyfriend has cheated on me, I am in fact, VERY single. 3 | sexy kitty

[06 May 2003|10:09pm] [ mood | dorky ] [ music | GO Jackie & FEZ!!! ] Trixie and Chico...in love?! This is pure madness. Absolutely beyond me. *shows off her extreme boredness by talking about...dogs* 5 | sexy kitty

[04 May 2003|12:57pm] [ mood | amused ] Eliza is a goddess. Mmm. I like her new boob icons. I am so bad. Mark...we do need to talk. I need a sexy new layout with my info on the side like all you cool people. (Eliza, Mark, and Chris) Anyone who loves me and is willing to help me, I will give you mucho love. That is all. 6 | sexy kitty

[01 May 2003|06:35pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | Chili Peppers ] Yeah, so, I'm updating. Look at me. Ooooooh. Hi, Christian Anthony Burns; my bestest friend. 2 | sexy kitty

LACK.. [28 Apr 2003|10:22pm] [ mood | blank ] [ music | aslkdjf;saf ] I'm a slacker with much LACK of updates. *sob* I seriously, have nothing to say since it seems that I have no friends what-so-ever these days. I'm not sure if I realy enjoy myself anymore. *sighs* The only person that talks to me and is really keeping me here is Mark, obviously. Oh, and CHristian and Devon. But...trhat's it. *sighs* 1 | sexy kitty

KELLLLLLLLLYYYYY, I lub you. [24 Apr 2003|09:41pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | Kelly Clarkson -+- Independent ] Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday dear my-favorite-girl-in-the-world, KELLLLLLLLLYYYYYYYYY.......Happy Birthday to youuuuuuuu!!! You know you love my singing, Kell Bell!! *steals you away from your busy schedule for a day at the spa* sexy kitty

Easter and such.. [21 Apr 2003|01:50pm] [ mood | frustrated ] [ music | Mariah Carey -+- I Know What You Want ] So, for starters, Happy Easter everybody...even if it is a bit late. On Wednesday, I flew to Minneapolis from New York to spend Easter with my wonderful, dysfunctional family. *laughs, smiles to herself* The weekend was really nice...I haven't been here in so long. Ben, my brother, and I were goofing off all weekend. He is so much fun. I really missed him. He is acting, too, and I think I might ask him to come and stay with me in New York for a while. Just to give him a jump start. *nods, chewing on the end of her pen, getting distratced by Trixie, then gets back to writing* So, Saturday, I wanted to surprise Mark somehow, so I decided to buy him a round-trip ticket to Minneapolis for him, and I picked him up at the airport. So, he spent Easter with my family and I. They just love him. I hope he isn't scared of them. *laughs, remembering how goofy they acted when they were all playing cards* And, my daddy liked him so that's a good sign. I get this feeling in my tummy, that I just don't want to leave Minneapolis yet. I missed it a lot. Trixie loves it here. *smiles over at her, playing with the family cat, Josie* We have a beautiful cabin in Wisconsin, not far from here, with a lake and everything. I really want to go there with my family for a few days. That would really make me a happy camper. But, unfortunately, I can't stay for too long. I have to start getting ready for "Fearless" in NYC. If it even happens. *rolls her eyes, frustrated* Sometimes, I get really frustrated with my career. But...anyhow. I hope everyone had a really nice holiday. Congratulations again, to Drew and Joey. I'm really sorry I didn't make it, but I'm really happy for you two. Have a great marriage together. *nods, sighing* Why is that everytime I write a long post, I get depressed? *shuts down her computer, going off to visit with her family* 1 | sexy kitty

Shit. [19 Apr 2003|07:32pm] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | Avril Lavigne -=- Losin' Grip ] *sighs* Well, I was going to post a LONG post. But you know what? I'm just really not in the mood. I need a girl's night. *sighs, holding back her tears* EDIT..:.. Oh, yeah...and Congrats, boys. I'm sorry I didn't make it to the wedding. Your gift is in the mail. *nods* 6 | sexy kitty

Do I ever have subject lines? [16 Apr 2003|09:17pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | BBMak -=- I Can Tell ] Yeah, so...what am I posting about? I haven't talked to Mark in a few days. But, last time we were together, it was...nice. *smiles, closing her eyes* I don't really know what our situation is considered as, but either way, I like it. I like spending time with him. It's really special. *nods* I miss my Carmey girl. I haven't talked to her in a few days. I love you, CARMEY! Kell, your cd really is great. I am SO proud of you. <3. And, I also think RJ needs to get his act together. *sighs* Hey, ASHTONNNN! 6 | sexy kitty

[13 Apr 2003|10:28pm] [ mood | blank ] [ music | Stacey Oricco -=- Stuck On You ] I feel lousy. Ick. *thinks she needs some medicine* *also thinks she needs some friends that update about her* Okay, my bed is soo calling my name. Goodnight, kiddies. 6 | sexy kitty

Birthdays and FOOD. [12 Apr 2003|01:15am] [ mood | Goobily. ] [ music | R. Kelly -=- Ignition ] Happy Birthday to BRYAN and Riley..hope the day is good to the both of you. BRYAN, you are my favorite stalkee. W00t. ALLI. Muahhhhhhhh. I am hungry. But, I think I have some type of phobia about eating at night. I absolutely despise eating at night. So, I guess that means I should just wait until morning. I wish some interesting and cute boy with ice cream on his nose a sexy British accent would get online! Sob. 6 | sexy kitty

Mmmm... [10 Apr 2003|10:57pm] [ mood | shocked ] ...Wow, how did that slip by me like that for so long?! But you know what? Even if it did take this long for me to realize it, I'm glad I realize it now. *goes off and enjoys her ice cream with a special...someone.* 4 | sexy kitty

[10 Apr 2003|09:59pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | Happy Birthdayyyyyy ] *puts a Spongebob birthday hat on and lights candles* Happy Birthday to Mandyyyyyy...Happy birthday to youuuu... Nineteen candles....doo do-do dooo doooooooo Me and Erik are taking Mandy out tonight. It should be great fun. *plans to drink...ALOT.* sexy kitty

[09 Apr 2003|01:37pm] [ mood | curious ] [This is a bit of ooc-ness from yours truly, Ashley. *smiles* I was just curious as to how many of you have OOC journals! So, if you do, you should add me and when you comment to me, let me know which character you are from POP LIFE! It'll be a cool way to get to know the real people behind the celebrity art. My journal is concrete_dreams. Talk to you soon! Rach-shaped, Ashley] 1 | sexy kitty

SHOUTOUTS [09 Apr 2003|12:24pm] [ music | Digital Get Down -=- NSYNC ] Well, I have to say I am very happy for Beverly and RJ. I wish them the best in the world. Although things didn't work out between him and I, I'm so glad that I have two friends like them and they can be so very happy together. Bev is a sweetheart, RJ is a sweetie and they are both very close to me, *nods* I just hope I'm not a big reject and don't get invited ot the wedding. *pouts* And since I love so many people, I think I better act as a follower and make a few shout-outs. SO here I go.... Christian: My dawg. My G. My homie. You are honestly my best friend in the world. Things were hard for a while but I'm really glad I decided to stop being so stubborn and took your word for it; to be friends. That's the way we MUST be. Alli: Oh my Lordy, where would I be without this girl?! She is my goddess. I lub ALLI MACK!! Carmen: You're one of my best friends here. You are the cutest American Idol reject I have EVER seen. *laughs* Just kiddin, you are SO not a reject. *sings* Carmen Warmen... RJ: Hey pal...you're a good friend, not a rotten one. *nods* And yes, Phone Booth. *smiles* Devvy: You rock my socks right off...dawg. Bev: You're too cute and you rock. *smiles* JC: You know how much you mean to me, I don't even need to tell you. Just...quit being so damn cute...kitty. 4 | sexy kitty

GOtta love it. [08 Apr 2003|04:31pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | Kylie Minogue ] *squeals* Look at the hot new layout Christian Anthony Burns, my dawg, made for me! *points like a teeny* We like to dance to Kylie Minogue. *shakes her booty* Devon Sawa is my home fry dawg man. Okay, now I sound like Randy Jackson. I am scared. *coughs..CarmenWarmen..coughs* I love pointless updates. Go me. 5 | sexy kitty

A little better. [07 Apr 2003|07:54pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | The Meadow -=- Hed PE ] This post will be a bit more pleasant than the bitch FUCK post. I feel better and my icons look better. Alli rules my school. *shows off her "Alli's" sticker on her forehead* See, I'm hers. Nobody touch. *winks* Anybody want to hang out tonight? Call me. 3 | sexy kitty

The FUCK post. [06 Apr 2003|10:48pm] [ mood | bitchy ] [ music | EMINEM...A lot of it. ] What is going on here? Why is it that I keep getting ROYALLY fucked over?! Do I have some sort of sign posted on my forehead? God, what the hell is going on here? ANd RJ, unless you have some good reason for all of this, GO TO HELL. *tries not to let herself cry* 1 | sexy kitty

[03 Apr 2003|10:53pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | Girlfriend -=- B2k ] MY NAME IS NOW, SPEEDY RACHALEZ. I'm not quite sure what I'm posting about but all I know is I have a small mouth. *tries to widen it* What, Rach? You're nuts. People at Manda's party are assholes by the way. That was super romantic of Greg to sing to her! *yells at assholes* Manda, I ordered your gift, hun. It should be here any day. Sorry it is late. My Kell rules times 234320898776876876. That's all. 2 | sexy kitty

RJ<3 and Corey [01 Apr 2003|08:54pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | Disco Tunes -=- AI2 ] *blushes at the sight of RJ's post* Isn't he the cutest little Latin you've seen in all the land? *smiles giddily* Yeah, so you may have heard. We're going on a date. We'll see how it goes. As I can tell by now though, I'm sure it will be great. TOnight, I took Corey for coffee and then we stopped at a club to dance a bit, trying to get his mind of AI and everything going on. He's a great friend. Geesh, I'm just all-around American Idol gung-ho, huh? 3 | sexy kitty

Surprisingly Well... [31 Mar 2003|10:28pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | The Reckoning -=- Boomkat ] So...maybe it was a rough weekend but I'm feeling better than ever. I met some new girlie friends (Hi Kimberly and Carmen!!), met some new boy friends (Hey Corey and RJ!) and even renewed a friendship with one of the best of all (ALLI!!!!! LUB YOU.) Life. Is. Good. I like being single, too. Hey Christian. 3 | sexy kitty

[30 Mar 2003|03:55am] [ mood | drunk ] [ music | Shakira -=- Fool ] I;m a bit on the topsy tipsy side right now. Okay, so maybe I'm completely drunk off my ass. *bursts out laughing for no reason* But I do know one thing for sure...I'm a just a... ( FOOL ) 3 | sexy kitty

Bad Day. [30 Mar 2003|02:10am] [ mood | annoyed ] [ music | Travis Tritt -=- Anymore ] So...I was informed today of some mighty interesting news. MY BOYFRIEND EX IS IN LOVE WITH ANOTHER GIRL. Nice. *sighs, and makes sure not to leave* 1 | sexy kitty

[25 Mar 2003|09:00pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | Evanscense ] So, I'm hoping a few people are happy that I'm back? *looks doubtful, laughs* I've been pretty much working and doing a few extra things on the side while I've been gone. Christian rocks. Kthxbye. 5 | sexy kitty

[23 Mar 2003|04:47pm] [ mood | relieved ] [ music | War, War, War. ] So, there I was, on Rodeo Drive. Shopping a bit. Thinking of Christian, as always. And I felt someone bump into me. I turned around slowly and it was him. The most gorgeous, handsome, loving man I know. Christian Anthony Burns. God, how I missed him. I could die. We had a bit of small talk and I felt the tears welling in my eyes. I just wanted him to say something...mention something of us. Then, I saw it. The tears in those beautiful eyes. My legs felt weak and I wanted to take him back, that very second. He's amazing, absolutely amazing. I can't believe how much I missed those lips, that face, that voice. I love you, Burns. *smiles to herself, glad to be back* *searches around* Where's that little Alli Mack of mine?? 1 | sexy kitty